Mess In A Dress

it's discouraging that it's cold and rainy all day. we are down to 7°C ..so still a long way to go until maximum of coldness...but we are moving towards it and that's even worse. It will get colder every day (until jan) then it will stay cold (jan/feb/march) and then it'll slowly start getting warmer (april/mai). and what comes next is so far away it can't be any help at all.
so we buy all our facourite cold creams, stash more tea we can ever drink in more varieties we are ever going to like with awful names that are supposed to make us smile, stash some more chocolate ,mostly in forms of santa clause (so you can at least let go your aggression and smash santa's head). We are going to spent lots of money for bad presents that the persons we give them to will never like and we are going to get lots of stupid presents that will be gone with the rubbish until first week of january. We are going to be cold at night, turn on the heating, then wake up at night becuase it is too hot, then turn off the heating and we will all wake up with sore throat that will very soon get an influenza. We will wait in crowded waiting rooms to see the doctor who will give us the same pills as last year. We will get healthy again and fall sick the next week again. We will ruin our new shoes in the snow that has turned to mud two days after it fell, and we will slip on the wet, snowy ground, run around in wet clothes and get an even worse influenza. We will go to school in a bitter darkness and we will return school when the sun is fading already afgain. We won't see lots of sun. We can't spent our nights outside on the streets, we will all sit inside and desire summer to come.
and summer will come. in all his beauty.

10:37 PM ·