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04 December, 2008
Decisions
~~updated~~
What happens to you if you always choose the first option you think about??
When I first thought about going away for one year, I was NOT absolutely sure I wanted to go to Asia. Sorry to everyone I told that, but it's just easier to explain if I do NOT include the first part of my story. So before I cleared that I need to go to Asia, I actually planned to go 1 year to the Czech Republic. And because I love that little country! Every autumn holidays we have been there...I tried to learn the language on my own, and I must say, I was not really unsuccessfull....
Our government is also heavily subsidising the costs of a stay in East Europe...they are even paying the whole year including your allowance. Still....the plan was not supposed to work out like I wished to...I decided against it. I placed my heart somewhere else. And it worked out brilliantly. My year could not have been any better.
...but still...if I would not have started thinking about the year in 2005...I mean I had 2 years to think everything through...If I just had 1 month...I would have had no more option and what IF I just went there??
I would now be there...right now...I would have gone there in August and would prepare christmas now. I would speak perfect czech and be used to the school by now....what the hell....It would just be a completely different life...I would have made czech friends....how would my family be like?
How would life feel without ever being to Sentosa and without ever meeting my brilliant friends?If I had never talked to A before? Things that changed me happend in S'pore...what would have changed me in the czech republic? Or...would it have change me more or less?
Fact,I'll never know...and fact...i still got many options...
For example our big summer holidays in 2009 (abt July)
Option A-Singapore
Going back! Visiting my school.Visiting my classmates and teachers. Visiting my church and churchmates! Buying all that stuff I wished I bought it! Getting another Industrial. Having sun sun sun and beaaaach. Having Prata after church and Bubble Tea in IMM. Going jogging early in the morning or at night. Eating nice Char Siew Pau and Wanton....
Actually unbeatable!is it?
Option B-Sicilia
Lena and Me together in Italy. She is from Italy and still has family there. So why not plan a summer holiday there? Actually planned in 2007 that we go there 2009. We could stay there for the whole 6 weeks at her grandparents house, the option to save money. Still...a lot of sun sun sun and beaaaach ;) (that's what makes a summer holiday).....
A cheap fun option in beautiful Italy!
Option C-Czech Republik
Maaan...I should leave the Portal for german-czech youth contact. You know workcamps? They are camps all over the world where youths (sometimes you have to be 18+) come together for some time. The mane activity is to help organisations. Like giving out food rations, building something or cleaning a park...like that...if a camp is available from 15+ you have some more fun activities included. It is quite cheap (because heavily subsidised) and a great opportunity to get to know more youths and...finally....have a memorable stay in the czech republik.
Help the Community!Save the world!It can't get any more useful!
So how? I must decide because the earlier you book your ticket to Singapore, the cheaper it will be...and Lena also needs to know...and I need to get much more information about the camps.... I am in a mess....Of course I want to go S'pore as fast as possible! The last year all my old classmates are at Shuqun (not forgetting about my teachers)...but i can't describe how much fun it will be together with Lena in italy (ok,her brother is a minus point)...and then the community help in the czech republik....tsss
Why can't there be more time,huh? I cannot decide. After i made a decision I always think about how my life would be if i chose differently.I'm just bad at it.
Another choice,my language-tuition..I simply cannot decide what language I want to learn...I simply want them all.....man
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What I actually wanted to blog about was something different.
You know 2 german girls are going to Shuqun next year,right?Sooo...my organisation is thinking about placing one of them in my old host-family...and i am like...WHA
You goive then my school,my enviroment, my house, my guardain, my maid and my church.... why don't you just give her a copy of my year??
I dunno why...but i am seriously against it....
nvm..what can I do??nothing....i can just hope Kenneth understands my point of view....
I dun want him to never sent anyone else to my house but...not in my school also...and not just after I left....pleeeease....
___________________________________________
Value Life,Act Responsibly
Annika
What happens to you if you always choose the first option you think about??
When I first thought about going away for one year, I was NOT absolutely sure I wanted to go to Asia. Sorry to everyone I told that, but it's just easier to explain if I do NOT include the first part of my story. So before I cleared that I need to go to Asia, I actually planned to go 1 year to the Czech Republic. And because I love that little country! Every autumn holidays we have been there...I tried to learn the language on my own, and I must say, I was not really unsuccessfull....
Our government is also heavily subsidising the costs of a stay in East Europe...they are even paying the whole year including your allowance. Still....the plan was not supposed to work out like I wished to...I decided against it. I placed my heart somewhere else. And it worked out brilliantly. My year could not have been any better.
...but still...if I would not have started thinking about the year in 2005...I mean I had 2 years to think everything through...If I just had 1 month...I would have had no more option and what IF I just went there??
I would now be there...right now...I would have gone there in August and would prepare christmas now. I would speak perfect czech and be used to the school by now....what the hell....It would just be a completely different life...I would have made czech friends....how would my family be like?
How would life feel without ever being to Sentosa and without ever meeting my brilliant friends?If I had never talked to A before? Things that changed me happend in S'pore...what would have changed me in the czech republic? Or...would it have change me more or less?
Fact,I'll never know...and fact...i still got many options...
For example our big summer holidays in 2009 (abt July)
Option A-Singapore
Going back! Visiting my school.Visiting my classmates and teachers. Visiting my church and churchmates! Buying all that stuff I wished I bought it! Getting another Industrial. Having sun sun sun and beaaaach. Having Prata after church and Bubble Tea in IMM. Going jogging early in the morning or at night. Eating nice Char Siew Pau and Wanton....
Actually unbeatable!is it?
Option B-Sicilia
Lena and Me together in Italy. She is from Italy and still has family there. So why not plan a summer holiday there? Actually planned in 2007 that we go there 2009. We could stay there for the whole 6 weeks at her grandparents house, the option to save money. Still...a lot of sun sun sun and beaaaach ;) (that's what makes a summer holiday).....
A cheap fun option in beautiful Italy!
Option C-Czech Republik
Maaan...I should leave the Portal for german-czech youth contact. You know workcamps? They are camps all over the world where youths (sometimes you have to be 18+) come together for some time. The mane activity is to help organisations. Like giving out food rations, building something or cleaning a park...like that...if a camp is available from 15+ you have some more fun activities included. It is quite cheap (because heavily subsidised) and a great opportunity to get to know more youths and...finally....have a memorable stay in the czech republik.
Help the Community!Save the world!It can't get any more useful!
So how? I must decide because the earlier you book your ticket to Singapore, the cheaper it will be...and Lena also needs to know...and I need to get much more information about the camps.... I am in a mess....Of course I want to go S'pore as fast as possible! The last year all my old classmates are at Shuqun (not forgetting about my teachers)...but i can't describe how much fun it will be together with Lena in italy (ok,her brother is a minus point)...and then the community help in the czech republik....tsss
Why can't there be more time,huh? I cannot decide. After i made a decision I always think about how my life would be if i chose differently.I'm just bad at it.
Another choice,my language-tuition..I simply cannot decide what language I want to learn...I simply want them all.....man
_______________________________________
What I actually wanted to blog about was something different.
You know 2 german girls are going to Shuqun next year,right?Sooo...my organisation is thinking about placing one of them in my old host-family...and i am like...WHA
You goive then my school,my enviroment, my house, my guardain, my maid and my church.... why don't you just give her a copy of my year??
I dunno why...but i am seriously against it....
nvm..what can I do??nothing....i can just hope Kenneth understands my point of view....
I dun want him to never sent anyone else to my house but...not in my school also...and not just after I left....pleeeease....
___________________________________________
Value Life,Act Responsibly
Annika